Wednesday, April 6, 2011

God says people with frayed jeans are going to hell...




Or at least will not be allowed to take a test. So hmm it has been a while again but thats ok cause now I have lots to talk about. Monday I had my final for philosophy. I had to start the test before 12. So I woke up studied for a bit then got dressed and headed across campus to the testing center. I got there at about 15 til noon ( I know I was cutting it a little close) but still I got there before noon. Walk up to the desk of the lady says that she cant allow me to take the test because theres a teeny tiny fray mark on the pocket of my jeans. So I have to book it back to my apt change my jeans and run literally run back to the testing center to take the test... I don't know that just seems really effed up to me. I mean I like honestly cannot figure out anywhere in my brain why they are so fricken strict in the testing center....or how they even notice the smallest shit. aww crazy people!!!! anyways on a different and brighter note I have been getting away to Salt Lake City on the weekends. Its been so nice. We all went to the festival of colors two weekends ago and that was epic. We went crowd surfing for the first time eva. So great. Plus it was just really cool to experience another religious belief and to be a part of it. Some people here thought that going was sacrilegious or blasphemous or something. I am not really sure. It seems strange to me that we want all these people to come check out our church and see what we believe but it is not okay for us to go worship in a different church or go see what other churches believe. Hmm something to ponder I guess. Sorry I don't have very many answers anymore... I have adopted partially the socratic method of just asking a lot of questions... I think however he did eventually try to answer his questions though. I am too lazy. My brain now doubts and questions everything. I mean it kind of did that before but now its just out of control!! haha but I think I am ok with that. I mean it stresses me out a lot and it means that I can never really just have a chillax moment cause my brain always has something to think about but overall I feel like this is an ok thing. Next thing to address is my sleep talking/ grabbing of other people... I know its scary. I am not sure if this is a new thing because I had been in a room by myself for about 8 years before I came here.... anyways ever since January when I got here I have been quite the sleep talker. At first it was not so bad but now it is almost every night which is probably why I feel so tired most of time... and it is definitely why my roomies feel so tired. Apparently I am pretty loud.. funny but loud. I am not sure what to do about this problem. I can imagine the crazy things I am saying because I usually remember my dreams... and they are not good. Any suggestions??