Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Time to Stop the Bitchin







Well it has been a while again but it has been a good time this last month. My first semester of college ended and I got decent grades. I am still living with the same two peeps. And now we are doing it all over again this semester. I got to visit the biggest little city in the world for a week and that was awesome. Still spending a lot of time down in Salt Lake City and that has been great. I gave up church for lent and that was also a pretty liberating experience. haha. I think lent is over now unfortunately. Decorated easter eggs with some of my favorite people and ate lots and lots of good food. I am in a band now called the Harper's Harping. We kick ass not gonna lie. The band consists of two guitars, a bass, drums and me on the cello. I like it. I am also playing softball competitively at the school. Pretty much I am trying to fill my time so that this school doesn't seem as lame. Gotta give a shout out to my room mate Liz. She is literally the best. I mean she puts up with my shit so she's gotta be pretty legit. But honestly if it weren't for her being here... it would suck. Yep I have no better way to put it. I came to the realization recently that I need to be more thankful. I was a bit depressed at the beginning of this semester about things that were going on and just generally didn't want to be in my head anymore but I am learning to work with my overactive pondering and to make the best of it and stop bitchin as much. I am taking control of my mind and I will force it to wander in more positive directions. Starting.... now.  I am so grateful for all the amazing people in my life. I am grateful for my family in all of its forms. I am grateful for all those extra people that might as well be family. I am grateful for my health and my soon to be sexy body. Haha. I am grateful for a good head on my shoulders and for the talents that I have been blessed with and I regret not taking better advantage of things but am happy to be doing what I am doing right now, right here in this.... lovely place.... hmm. I am thankful for nonjudgmental and accepting people, you guys make all the other crap bearable. Ok thats enough deep shiz. On the final note I have begun gauging my ears.... Pics above of all random shiz. Oh and a p.s. I wanna get a really fancy camera soon and maybe take up photography of some sort. I love looking at cool pics so I want to start taking some of my own. :)