Bad Day

K so pretty much today was a pretty sucky day. But aside from all that I just wanna comment on great humans are. Like that sounds weird but I generally have a pretty pessimistic view of mankind... which I think is valid given the amount of horrible things men have done. But recently I have gained an appreciation for just the small decent acts that people do. My room mate and I were playing our instruments the other day and all of a sudden there was a knock on our window. Not gonna lie I was expecting something about how we were playing too loud and to keep it down. Instead we found a note saying that the music we were playing rocked and so did our playing. It was a small thing but it kind of made my day. They have since commented on all of the music that we play in the apt and how they enjoy it. Then yesterday this girl came and knocked on our door in the middle of the day she came in and asked if my snowboard was the one outside the door. I said it was.... and then asked her if she was planning on stealing it. fortunately she was not but she said that she snowboards and shes been looking for people to go with. we exchanged numbers and we're gonna tear it up this weekend. i like her cause she seems like she could be from bellingham. :) anyways main point of this post ( yes it does have a point) is that even though a lot of bigger things can be going really shitty in life those small mostly irrelevent acts of just like human decency and kindness can really make up it. just having someone say I love you or Ive got your back can mean so much. Having room mates that will share a non alcoholic daquari in a coffee mug with you cause all the other cups are dirty while listening to "bottoms up" can make everything else seem trivial. Its amazing how life can suck the majority of the time but just that one time when it doesnt makes you forget about how effed everything is and somehow makes you willing to keep putting up with lifes shit because you know that another one of those moments will come along and everything will seem alright again. anyways i love you all and thanks for all the support always. you really dont know how much of a difference it makes.